發現自己還是比較喜歡clubbing勝於lounging。
當一杯又一杯的酒精產生不了醉意，卻惟有跟著音樂的節奏舞動搖擺，
始能放鬆長期疲累的身軀、長期緊糾著的心。
然而當我笑著推掉舞池裡的搭訕者請我喝的Blue Hawaii時，
我發現我的身邊始終缺乏一個喝酒不會比我先掛的男人。
（爸爸，酒量好這個遺傳好像不是一件好事...）
新來一個月的(前)男同事被迫灌了8杯tequila shots，
整個人掛在我身上（我當時好怕他會吐...）問我為什麼我要離職。
"這樣以後我在公司還能跟誰一起懷念溫哥華(他以前在溫市唸餐飲管理)，在誰面前卸下好男生的面具 (這句話我要說明一下，不過就是我有次看他好像很孤單然後找他一起去吃中飯，and we ended up talking about playing pranks on the 車床族s in Stanley Park on New Year's Eve...)，下班要找誰來這裡洩壓啊？" 他哀叫著。
"你要跑趴還是可以隨時call我呀～"我說。
"天啊蘇CJ，真的看不出來妳會是個喜歡夜店的人呢，妳真的是台大畢業的嗎？"Healthcare team的副理轉過身歪著頭看我。
只能說外界對於台大人的誤會真是大了；
不過這已經是半年內大概第10次有人跟我說我不像是台大畢業的了，
連自己都懷疑起那張畢業證書的真實性。
不知道是不是因為以前翹了太多課以致沒感染到所謂台大的氣息，
還是其他人碰到的台大人都是商學院那群眼睛長在頭頂上的傲女？
不是頭一次來Room 18，但卻是看到最多藝人的一次；
盛逢金曲之夜，我還以為大家會去參加慶功宴，
沒想到卻還是看到了彭于晏、剛從勒戒中心出來的庹宗康、還有瑪格麗特。
只是，在旋轉的霓虹、穿梭的人影中，我不禁想起Glamorous。
I miss my girls...
maybe everyone has changed since then,
maybe we will never dance again as freely and wildly as we did that cool April night,
still, there is a part of me that longs for a place where I won't be discriminated for going to the movies alone,
and when I do want to go out for dinner or drinks with someone,
I won't be thinking of names that belong to people who are half a world away (and this also applies to the ones who are in Paris, Boston, Las Vegas, Bochum and Eindhoven...)
I don't feel attached to the cosmopolitan lifestyle of Taipei
at least, not when my dear ones are not here to share that with me.
and usually on the weekends, everyone is too tired from OTing/drinking/clubbing to do "HEALTHY recreational activities"....
I can't even get them to get up out of bed to see MOCA's newest exhibit: "Fashion Accidentally"
(the location of which is conveniently reachable via MRT!)
and that's when I really miss Grouse Grind, biking at Stanley Park, Granville Island, and Vancouver Art Gallery
maybe, instead of just saying "I want to go to Vancouver" to the same person every other day,
now I have the time, I should start to do something about it.
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