☆ 刺刺蝟的進化論 ☆

you just have to know where.

Robin, How I Met Your Mother

「如果有天我消失不見了，會不會有個人因此難過到內心彷彿破了一個洞一樣？如果這就是活在世上的唯一證明，那麼有多少人是真正活著的呢？我是否也這樣存在某個人的心中，當我不見了時，會想：可不可以讓我再見他一面！」（ラブシャッフル）

到頭來，我們所追求的，不就是一個能認同自己的不完美，但也相信自己在他／她心中是きらきら的另一半嗎？

"先愛吧  啃噬一雙翅膀  多熬過一季黑暗...  之後感傷  之後再算" 

2009.6 ｜張惠妹　【阿密特】《 相愛後動物感傷 》

內文和鰻魚飯沒有任何關係

是我今天剪完頭髮，趁要去國家劇院看《 行草　貳 》前的空檔

去久違的京都屋吃鰻魚飯時的意識流  

如果跳tone速度太快跟不上... 那我也沒辦法 XD

上禮拜被HR Director叫進會議室密談

我還以為我最近每天都提早20分鐘進辦公室還不夠早又要被噹了

沒想到她居然是要說，她最近在觀察的我的工作狀況，好像又恢復以前的水準了

過去四個月內，有三個對我而言很重要的人對我產生了程度不一的誤會。而過去兩週內，有其中兩齣誤會都被化解了。

於是我發現，任何情勢都是可以被扭轉的，但天時地利人和真的是關鍵。

要不是有那張Stepho's的照片，

也許某兩人現在還是處於"已經覺得沒什麼了，但到底誰要先和誰說話"的彆扭狀態。

但主要還是和彼此的心態轉換有關。

"人何必活得那麼辛苦呢? 想講話就講，不想講就不要講。幹嘛玩這種幼稚的遊戲，都幾歲了"

希望... 剩下來的那個人，他可以明白這一點吧。雖然以我對他個性的了解，可能還要等很久.....

謝謝傑夫陳。你八成不知道這究竟與你何干，我只能說...

This has been the worst kind of communication I've ever experienced. I extend my good intentions in the sincerest, most straightforward way I know how with no hidden subtlety, no sarcasm, no chance of getting twisted... only to get poured cold water on in the reply. If you were still my coworker, I would march right to your cubicle and STRANGLE you. "It's funny how ppl just assume things.. you should know that bits of info here and there do not piece together to make an entire story." oh LOOK WHO'S TALKING!!! All I did was throw your own words right back at you, and what exactly are YOU assuming that I'm assuming here? Please enlighten me, coz your train of thought has now become too complicated for me to follow.

They ask me what has happened to you, why do you look so 'disspirited' was the term, I reply: I wouldn't know, he claims that he's just enjoying a break. But you don't look like the you that they remember, they pressed on; in that moment, I had a flashback of one of my text msgs to you to "get some rest, you don't look like yourself" and your reply had been, "exactly what am I supposed to look like?" Yesterday I heard for the 387th time "I truly think you must be the only person outside his family who can put up with his analness." (that comment was driven by a 3rd-party response to your "really I don't think you'll leave (my employer) soon") Of course, if I'd told you that, you'll just launch into some thorny defense and say "Don't flatter yourself.. do you really think you know me that well?! I have many stories that you don't know and for your own good I won't bore you with them blahblahblah" Yeah, I really must be too 'young', too 'inexperienced' to understand what's going on inside that 'old, washed-up' mind of yours.

"If I have ever done anything stupid to piss you off, just think of it as me being an idiot and I don't really mean to... and that goes for all future stupid things I may or may not do.. hopefully it's in the not section," you said 2 days before my birthday.

2 months ago, I was officially pissed off. 2 weeks ago, I was officially worried. 2 minutes ago, I officially decided to stop 'dictating your life', as you'd put it.

It's not up to me to save your life, and you certainly can seem to care less about all this blind worrying on my part, so to make both of us feel better, I'm gonna go concentrate on my life now.

Kindred spirit: a term for someone who shares similar thoughts, feelings, someone who is close in temperament and nature to yourself, to whom you have a rare spiritual link that is very special and you can't quite explain.

One song, from your iPod to my Walkman, and I know a little more about the 27 years before I became your supporting actress.

One text message, from your SE to my Toshi, and I know what makes you happy at the end of your game.

One phone call, from Chiayi to Taipei, and I am your secret keeper.

We laugh at the same line in the same movie.

We can carry on a conversation for hours and know exactly what each other is saying even when we've downed 3 glasses of whisky.

We mock each other's way of speech but adopts it unknowingly until others tell us so.

....God knows I don't want to "just" talk about walking in a shower of cherry blossoms for the rest of my life.
 

1. What was Monica's nickname when she was a field hockey goalie? (Big fat goalie)

2. Rachel claims this as her favorite movie (Dangerous Liaisons) But her actual favorite movie is (Weekend at Bernie's)

3. Monica categorizes her towels. How many are there? (Everyday use, fancy, guest, fancy guest,... 11 in all)

4. How old was Chandler when he first touched a girl's breasts? (19)

5. What was the name of Joey's childhood imaginary friend (Maurice) and its profession? (space cowboy)

會讓人，好想再開始談戀愛。　　　　　－－《サプリ》（戀愛維他命）

我的那隻變色龍終於願意在我面前展現真實的自己
從前我總是小心翼翼
深怕觸碰到什麼  就會毀了看似美好的一切
而現在 那道心防在一夕之間瓦解了
總算可以放肆所有被壓抑的情緒
像開香檳一樣  縱使炸得我們滿臉都是泡沫
卻還是能抱著彼此笑得東倒西歪
這樣  很好

聽說...

本姑娘唯一"效忠"的男孩團體－Backstreet Boys (現在根本不是男孩了啊)
明年二月要來台灣開演唱會....!!!!
這這這  該不會是要當我的生日禮物吧~ XD

ㄟㄟ  有在看我blog的那一位BSB迷
(好像也沒有到"迷"吧  不過為了簡單起見就姑且這樣稱呼吧  哈哈)
你有沒有興趣呢?

                                                                                                                          courtesy of Sam Lin


無論逃多遠，你都會想念這裡。


放棄了聽說很好看的中華VS美國世棒賽現場直播，
在公司"加班"卻不是在忙公司的事，而是在為了石沉大海機率高達99%的東西疾筆振書

"喜歡一個人跟時間長短根本沒有任何關係 
重要的是你在當下這個時刻心裡的想法   不是嗎?"


你以為喜歡你是一件很容易的事嗎?
是我讓我自己喜歡上你的耶! XD

陶吉吉演唱會的第一場，
請了一個看起來和我妹差不多大的女生唱"十七歲"
"不管我多想留住回憶　它依然隨著時光淡去　our love"
青澀而清澈的歌聲，尚未受到世間塵囂的渲染，
應該也還沒機會去體會什麼叫做刻骨銘心的愛情
我忍不住說了一句："妳真的懂嗎?"　引起旁人一陣噗嗤
(雖然我也不知道他們究竟是在笑小女孩的天真，還是我的冷漠)
去看了第二場且一直不肯相信我只買了$1500的票的學妹說:
"搞不好就是因為妳講了這句話，他們第二天就沒請小女孩唱了!"

光是羨慕別人的世界也於事無補

自己的世界必須先改變才行

忽然發覺明年生日時會有好多我喜歡的人在台灣
很開心的感覺
我們家過什麼節都很低調
可是每個人的生日無論如何一定要回家  而且要全員到齊才能切蛋糕
所以我弟妹很可憐  都要等到11點才能吹蠟燭 (我已經盡量趕了...)

以前小時候很討厭生日在二月   因為都放寒假不能發乖乖軟糖給班上同學
(而且我到現在還是很愛吃乖乖水果軟糖!!)
後來因為有星座就覺得生為水瓶座真是一件很嗨的事 XD (自嗨星座之一)

是什麼
讓海關的警報
尖叫起來？

感應器放不過
一枚小小
的迴紋針

還緊貼在心口嗎？

為什麼標題要下"雙子座就是吃定我"呢?
請見以下範例

例一
陳姓雙子男：有得選真不錯
我：會嗎 ><
陳姓雙子男：沒得挑有比較好嗎

例二

每天每天都在想著自己接下來的路該怎麼走