☆ 刺刺蝟的進化論 ☆

is what I do for a living.
(besides slowly killing my liver)

but it should not be like this at all
I should be working out
I should be learning a new hobby, a new language
I should be at the bookstore
I should be dating
I should be eating dinner with my family at least 3 nights a week

why
why
why is this society so fucked up?
why am I letting myself stay?


for what?
for who?